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Sunday, May 09, 2010
“I’m scared of not being with you.”
"You're the best thing that ever happened to me." It was the first time I had said the words to another person besides a member of my immediate family. When I'd imaged saying it to someone else, I somehow thought it would be hard, but it wasn't. I'd never been more sure of anything. Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.
So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I know now, you're my only hope. I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me. I want your symphony, singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
Posted at 02:02 pm by babyjackie
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“I can’t take away all the pain that I’ve caused you but if you will just let me, I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you.♥”
— Lloydie (Miss You Like Crazy)
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Posted at 01:50 pm by babyjackie
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Watching Miss You Like Crazy :">
Allan : Mahal kita. Mia, mahal kita. Gagawin kong tama ang lahat.
Mia : Wag. Wag kang mangako. Wag mo na akong pahirapan. Babalik na ako sa Malaysia, okay na yun. Wag mo ng iparamdam sakin may iiwan akong dito na kailangan ko pang balikan
Posted at 01:36 pm by babyjackie
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May mga bagay na panahon ang makakapagturo sayo. Tulad ng kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao. Madalas nalalaman mo lang kung gaano mo siya kamahal ‘pag wala na siya sayo. And when you lose that person, you lose a part of yourself too.
Umaasa ka nalang na sa paglipas ng panahon, maibabalik mo kung anong nawala sayo o kung hindi na maibabalik ang dati, babaguhin nalang ng panahon ang lahat ng bagay. Pero bakit parang hindi binabago ng panahon ang puso mo?
Bakit kahit alam mong tapos na ang lahat pilit mong binabalikan yung simula at lagi mong tinatanong, paano kaya kung mas minahal mo siya? Paano kaya kung hindi mo nalang siya minahal? Paano kaya kung hindi nalang kayo nagkakilala para mabura nalang siya sa alaala mo?”
Posted at 01:27 pm by babyjackie
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i miss my mama.... happy mother's day to my great mother...i love u dear mom... im forever thankful for having u as my mom, my .bestfriend, my everything
Posted at 10:51 am by babyjackie
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Get beyond the barriers of the past and start expecting God to do great things in your life!..
God prepared us for something better than we expected, sometimes people failed to realize and enjoy it, becoz of their choices. Even God has prepared our lives and programmed everything in our DNA for our best, the "freedom of choice" has been respected greatly by Him. .
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
Healing a Broken Heart – Is there hope?
Is there hope for healing a broken heart? Something or someone has just broken your heart. You were caught off-guard by a betrayal, a shocking behavior, or loss of a loved one. Suddenly you are feeling like you’ve lost all hope . . . you can feel a physical aching in your chest that leaves you wounded and scarred. How can you ever hope to recover or discover what steps will end this suffering?
We all know that emotions are a vital part of the way we are made. Yet we can’t understand why it takes so long to heal from emotional injuries. We would never prematurely remove a cast or sutures until the broken bone or skin was fully restored. We must realize complete emotional healing requires time. The book of Psalms offers great comfort when experiencing long-term emotions like sadness, fear, and grief. “He heals the brokenhearted, binding up their wounds” (Psalm 147:3).
Healing a Broken Heart – The key is trust
Our human tendency is to avoid painful situations, even burying them. Can we ever trust those who hurt us so deeply? There are steps to healing a broken heart.
Release – “. . . First forgive anyone you are holding a grudge against . . .” (Mark 11:25).
Refocus – “. . . By [God’s] mighty power at work within us, he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope” (Ephesians 3:20)
Receive – “[God] comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us” (2 Corinthians 1:4). “We may never understand the reason we had to endure such heartbreak.
ealing a Broken Heart – There is a reason
Once there was a young man who proclaimed to have the most beautiful, flawless heart. An old man challenged him. The crowd looked at the old man’s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars. Some pieces had been removed and others had been put in, but didn’t fit quite right. The old man looked at the young man, “I would never trade my heart for yours. Every scar represents a person I’ve given my love -- I tear out a piece and give it to them. Sometimes they give me a piece of their broken heart, which I fit along jagged edges. When the person doesn’t return my love, a painful gouge is left. Those gouges stay open, reminding me that I love these people too. Perhaps someday they will return and fill that space.”
We would never choose to have a broken heart! The agony and recovery time is just too unbearable. There is Someone, however, who had a flawless heart and chose to have it broken. Medically when a heart ruptures (breaks) water gushes out (John 19:33-34). In every way, Jesus experienced a broken heart. He understands betrayal, temptation, and loss (Isaiah 53:3; Luke 22:33-34; Matthew 14:10-13). He is our Comforter, Counselor, and Companion who fills our heart’s empty spaces.
Posted at 01:38 am by babyjackie
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Does loving without expecting anything in return really a manifestation of true love? Even God expect us to love Him, one way or another right? It really sucks when expectations aren't met specially when you're expecting something from the person you love and really care about and that person fails to deliver... It hurts a lot... But well you love the person so maybe it's OK.. Does that mean you stop expecting anything from that person? I think we all expect something from people we love. The day we stop expecting something from them, is the day we stop loving them. That only means we don't care anymore and whatever they do won't affect us anymore....
"I want to Serve God and Help People, I want to have a normal, simple and contented life, even though i am not perfect and there are problems with pains, i just want to be true and do what is right, for better life..." -
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He will not allow your foot to be moved; He who keeps you will not slumber. —Psalm 121:3
Giraffes have the shortest sleep cycle of any mammal. They sleep only between 10 minutes and 2 hours in a 24-hour period and average just 1.9 hours of sleep per day. Seemingly always awake, the giraffe has nothing much in common with most humans in that regard. If we had so little sleep, it would probably mean we had some form of insomnia. But for giraffes, it’s not a sleep disorder that keeps them awake. It’s just the way God has made them.
If you think 1.9 hours a day is not much sleep, consider this fact about the Creator of our tall animal friends: Our heavenly Father never sleeps.
Describing God’s continual concern for us, the psalmist declares, “He who keeps you will not slumber” (Ps. 121:3). In the context of this psalm, the writer makes it clear that God’s sleepless vigilance is for our good. Verse 5 says, “The Lord is your keeper.” God keeps us, protects us, and cares for us—with no need for refreshing. Our Protector is constantly seeking our good. As one song puts it: “He never sleeps, He never slumbers. He watches me both night and day.”
Are you facing difficulties? Turn to the One who never sleeps. Each second of each day, let Him “preserve your going out and your coming in” (v.8). — Bill Crowder
The Rock of Ages stands secure,
He always will be there;
He watches over all His own
To calm their anxious care. —Keith
The One who upholds the universe will never let you down.
Posted at 08:28 am by babyjackie
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Looking Back On How I Saw The World Then, I See Many Mistakes Which Made My Life Very Hard For Me, And It Did Not Have To Be.There's Just One Reason Why I Exist It's Because He Created Me For A Reason. My Whole Life Was Incomplete Till I Laid It At His Feet. In His Will I Commit My Self, My Failures,My Success,My Dreams,All Of Me,Everything I Submit.
I Have Really Been Shocked By Some Of The Things That Have Happened In My Life.Here Is The Wounded Creature Need To Repair And Restore.Here I Am Running To His Open Arms. There Are People Who Have Tried To Pull Me Down Both Emotional And Spiritual,Christians And Not Christians But One Thing That I Have Learned Is That God Is Constantly Trying To Prepare Me. He's Molding Me To A Better Me And As A Strong Person Than Before. I Have Definitely Learned To Trust God A Lot More [And Trust Myself Too].
HE Is My Refuge And Strength, My Constant Friend In Everything. When All Else Fail, My Purpose Remains, Forgetting What Lies Behind And Setting My Eyes On Him And Continue Running The Race Knowing That Big Daddy Is Running With Me, Till I Finish The Race Which Is Called Life. A Life That I Am Living Right Now. Life Is Tough And Even Though Journey Is Long And The Road Seems So Hard, I Know The One Who's Walked With Me Will Help E Carry On, And After All That I've Been Through And Will Going Through,I Realized That I Must Stand And Can Run To The Valley Of His Love And Joy Where My Help And Strength Comes From.
The Most Important Thing I Can Say About Myself Is That I LOVE MY CREATOR And Have Been Nurturing An Intimate Relationship With My BIG DADDY.I Am A Christian And Basically Am Completely Amazed And Fascinated By HIM Whom I Have Been Following All These Years And Whom Has Taught Me Many Things, Helped Me Grow And Change, Making Me Who I Am Today. Well I Am A Work In Progress, So Don't Expect Perfection Here Hehehehe. But We Aim For It And Who Knows, With A Little Help From Above, We Might Reach It One Day. As I Often Say: Everything Beautiful Happen About Me And Of Who I Am Today,I Owe To Him.

Life Being A Christian Is Hard Not Easy But When U Do It With Ur Full Heart And Doing Ur Part It Is Easy.For All Those Things Happened Into My Life Not Only Those Good, Happiness And Joy But As Well Those Hard Times, Sicknesses, Pains, And Sorrows,And I've Learned How To Appreciate Things Around Me That GOD Created.
God Is My Biggest Love, The Lover Of My Soul, The Corner Stone On Which My Life Is Built, The Strong Cement That Keeps The Pieces Together, And Brought Me In His Arms Again. I Believe That There Is Something Inside In Me Which Makes Me Very Special. It Is Different From Anything Inside Anyone Else On Earth. That Difference Is A Statement God Wishes To Share With The Entire World.
I Want To Stand Before My BIG Daddy And Hold His Hand That Holds The World.I Want To Know The Mystery..Reach Out And Touch The Beauty Of His Majesty,And When I Stand Before Him At The End Of My Life, I Would Hope That I Would Not Have A Single Bit Of Talent Left, And Could Say, "I Used Everything You Gave Me.
I Love Rain And Taking Shower Whenever I Want And -Well, This Is What I Do Whenever I Want To Cry And Not Wanting Anyone To See Me. The Saddest Part Of Life Is When People See You As Someone Who Is Strong And Always Happy Not Knowing That Behind Those Smiles, Are Tears That You Tried Not To Show, Good Thing That There Is A God Who Knows Our Hearts, Who Can See Our Weaknesses And Still Willing To Wipe Our Tears That People Cannot See.. There Might Be Some Issues In Our Lives That Only God Can Understand, Don't Hesitate To Ask For God's Shoulder For You To Cry On..
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